我累了？泪了？

最近想太多？((一向以来都想很多－－＋
不懂怎么最近想到眼泪都飙出来了．．．
很自然的眼泪都忍下来了．．．
我不懂为什么不干脆哭呢？
到现在还是不懂－－


今天不知干嘛去翻回简讯．．．
明知我删不下．．．看到了会崩溃还是看了．．．
当时还播着남자친구를 부탁해和벌써 보고 싶어((最近playlist必备的歌--V
这明明就是自虐＞＜　不哭才怪－－
结果忍了很辛苦．．．
又想到很多东西．．．


原以为我写得出的．．．
结果还是不能．．．．
我真的很矛盾．．．
很无助．．．．

自言自语.

audition啊~我到底参加得对吗?
参加了就会有野心想赢~
参加了就会抱有希望会赢~
参加了就会希望有人会欣赏你的声音~
参加了就会希望自己每upload的video是最好的((虽然还是有暇疵><
参加了就会幻想很多很多!


有时我很想pia醒自己!
虽然我是可以唱的((你们也有权利觉得我不会唱啦..哈哈
可是..我到底缺少了什么? 如果真的失败了...
我没有被专业的人评估过..所以根本不懂自己到底有没有实力...
只是会觉得..啊~我可以唱到耶..啊~这高音我飙到耶...
有没有水准..我还真的不懂...


我希望自己是有潜力的...
再怎么说还是要等...
可是我不想啊~我老了啦...快17了.....
啊~我完全不懂我还能做什么....


有些人会说...参加audition还不是要去看明星...
就算怎么想看..我还是想唱歌!
说真的..除了唱歌我真的没想过要做什么...


前几天..我妈跟我讨论说form5后要读什么?
我傻眼...毫无头绪><
如果我被哪个audition选中都好...
我就不用烦了...((想太多


不懂写完后..会不会给很多人pia叻-- XD

开学一星期...

开学了啊..~
前几天真的是适应不来往><
生活作息整个要正常回去真的好难一一
((只怪假期太放肆--


这一个星期每天睡不到6小时...
痛苦到...>_<
上课都在死撑眼皮...
倒下去立刻可以睡了--


不过下星期应该可以习惯了吧..~


如预料的一样...跌班了~
算了吧...
早有心理准备(?)
还好有伴...要不然...我死定--


这星期算过得轻松咯...
不过忙碌的日子离我不远了...
Form5啊...整个会很辛苦的一年>_<
不懂要怎样去度过....
啊~~~~~~~


大概就这样吧~

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*尖叫*

完全想去啊...可是不可能-- ((泣奔ㅜㅜ

BEAST비스트 - Because of You너 때문인걸 Lyric

Korean

[동운] Oh oh oh ([준형] Wanna stay with you)
[동운] Oh oh oh oh oh yeah ([준형] Wanna love with you)
[동운] Oh oh oh oh oh oh ([준형] I tell you something, listen)

[기광] 조금씩 다가서볼게 널 위해 웃어볼게
Baby girl oh my baby girl Yeah
[두준] 아직은 아닌 척 해도 언젠간 웃어볼게
Baby girl oh I know 너도 날 원해

[현승] 두근두근 마음 설레고 자꾸자꾸 너만 생각나
말은 안 해도 알잖아

[요섭] 너 때문인걸 ([준형] Girl) 넌 모르는걸 ([준형] Girl)
난 매일 널 봐도 봐도 보고 싶어 왜 이래
사랑이란걸 ([준형] Girl) 난 몰랐던걸 ([준형] Girl)
이제야 알잖아 나 고백할게 My girl
너 지금처럼만 있어줘 Oh my shiny girl

[요섭] Baby baby want you want you girl
[현승] 사랑인가봐 [요섭] Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah
[요섭] Baby baby want you want you girl
[현승] 사랑하나봐 [요섭] Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah

[기광] 살며시 다가와줄래 날 보며 웃어줄래
Baby girl oh my baby girl Yeah
[두준] 아직은 아니라해도 언젠간 웃어줄래
Baby girl oh you know 내 맘 알잖아

[현승] 두근두근 마음 설레고 자꾸자꾸 너만 생각나
이런 넌 내 맘 알잖아

[요섭] 너 때문인걸 ([준형] Girl) 넌 모르는걸 ([준형] Girl)
난 매일 널 봐도 봐도 보고 싶어 왜 이래
사랑이란걸 ([준형] Girl) 난 몰랐던걸 ([준형] Girl)
이제야 알잖아 나 고백할게 My girl
너 지금처럼만 있어줘 Oh my shiny girl

[준형] 너라는 안경을 쓰고 바라보는 세상 모든 게 예뻐보여 너무 아름다워
이런 표현 잘 안 하는 style이지만 널 보면 나도 몰래 나오는 말이지 뭐
Huh huh 가슴이 뜨거워 대충 100도 정도 되는 것 같어
터지기 직전의 풍선처럼 자꾸 커지는 마음을 어서 가져가줘

[요섭] (너 때문인걸)
너 때문인걸 ([준형] Girl) 넌 모르는걸 ([준형] Girl)
하루종일 아무 것도 할 수 없어 어떡해
알고 있는걸 ([준형] Girl) 사랑이란걸 ([준형] Girl)
내 곁에 있어줘 내 소중한 너 My girl
나 이제 너만 바라볼게 Oh my shiny girl

[요섭] Baby baby want you want you girl
[현승] 사랑인가봐 Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah
[요섭] Baby baby want you want you girl
[현승] 사랑하나봐 Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah

Romanization

[Dongwoon] Oh oh oh ([Junhyung] Wanna stay with you)
[Dongwoon] Oh oh oh oh oh yeah ([Junhyung] Wanna love with you)
[Dongwoon] Oh oh oh oh oh oh ([Junhyung] I tell you something, listen)

[Kikwang] Jokeumsik dakasuhbolgae nul wihae utsuhbolgae
Baby girl oh my baby girl Yeah
[Doojoon] Ahjikeun ahnin chukhaedo uhnjankan utsuhbolgae
Baby girl oh I know nuhdo nal wonhae

[Hyunseung] Doogeun doogeun maeun sulraego jakujaku nuhman saengkakna
Maleun ahn haedo aljaena

[Yoseob] Nuh ddaemooningul ([Junhyung] Girl) Nuh molreulnungul ([Junhyung] Girl)
Nah maill nul bwado bwado bogoshipuh wae eerea
Sarangeerangul ([Junhyung] Girl) Nan mollaratdungul ([Junhyung] Girl)
Eejaeya aljana na gobaekhalgae My girl
Nuh jigeum cheorunman itsuh jwo Oh my shiny girl

[Yoseob] Baby baby want you want you girl
[Hyunseung] Sarangingabwa [Yoseob] Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah
[Yoseob] Baby baby want you want you girl
[Hyunseung] Saranghanabwa [Yoseob] Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah

[Kikwang] Salmeosi dagawajulae nal bwomeon utsuhjulrae
Baby girl oh my baby girl Yeah
[Doojoon] Ahjikeun ahnirahaedo unjaengan utsuhjulrae
Baby girl oh you know na mam aljana

[Hyunseung] Doogeun doogeun maeun sulraego jakujaku nuhman saengkakna
Eerun nun nae mam aljanah

[Yoseob] Nuh ddaemooningul ([Junhyung] Girl) Nuh molreulnungul ([Junhyung] Girl)
Nan maill nul bwado bwado bogoshipuh wae eerea
Sarangeerangul ([Junhyung] Girl) Nan mollaratdungul ([Junhyung] Girl)
Eejaeya aljana na gobaekhalgae My girl
Nuh jigeum cheorunman itsuh jwo Oh my shiny girl

[Junhyung] nuhraneun ahkyungreul sugo bwarabonun saesang modungae yeopuhboeo nuhmoo ahreumdawoah
Eerun pyomeon jal ahnhanun style eejiman nul bwomeon nado molrea naohnun maeeji mwo
Huh huh Gaseumi ddugeowoah daechoong baekdo jungdo dweanun guh gateh
Tuljiki jikjeoneh poongsuhn cheorum jacoo keojinun maeumreul uhsuh gajeogajwo

[Yoseob] (Nuh ddaemooningul)
Nuh ddaemooningul ([Junhyung] Girl) Nuh molreulnungul ([Junhyung] Girl)
Haroojongil ahmoogutdo halsoo uptsuh uhddokhae
Algo itnungul ([Junhyung] Girl) Sarangeerangul ([Junhyung] Girl)
Nae geoteh itsuhjo nae sojoonghan nun My girl
Na eejae nuhman barabolgae Oh my shiny girl

[Yoseob] Baby baby want you want you girl
[Hyunseung] Sarangingabwa [Yoseob] Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah
[Yoseob] Baby baby want you want you girl
[Hyunseung] Saranghanabwa [Yoseob] Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah

English

[Dongwoon] Oh oh oh ([Junhyung] Wanna stay with you)
[Dongwoon] Oh oh oh oh oh yeah ([Junhyung] Wanna love with you)
[Dongwoon] Oh oh oh oh oh oh ([Junhyung] I tell you something, listen)

[Kikwang] I will slowly move closer, I will smile for you
Baby girl oh my baby girl Yeah
[Doojoon] Even though I don’t seem to like it, eventually I will smile in the end
Baby girl oh I know you want me too

[Hyunseung] Thump, thump my heart starts to flutter, I keep only thinking of you
Even though I don’t say anything you know

[Yoseob] It’s because of you ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] You don’t know this ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] The more and more I look at you every day I miss you even more, why am I like this?
What you call love ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] I didn’t know about ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] Now that I know I will confess My girl
All you have to do is stay with me like you are doing now, Oh my shiny girl

[Yoseob] Baby baby want you want you girl
[Hyunseung] Must be love [Yoseob] Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah
[Yoseob] Baby baby want you want you girl
[Hyunseung] I must love you [Yoseob] Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah

[Kikwang] Will you come to me softly? Will you smile looking at me?
Baby girl oh my baby girl Yeah
[Doojoon] Even if you say that right now is not the time, will you eventually smile?
Baby girl oh you know You know how I feel as well

[Hyunseung] Thump, thump my heart starts to flutter, I keep only thinking of you
You know how I feel

[Yoseob] It’s because of you ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] You don’t know this ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] The more and more I look at you every day I miss you even more, why am I like this?
What you call love ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] I didn’t know about ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] Now that I know I will confess My girl
All you have to do is stay with me like you are doing now, Oh my shiny girl


[Junhyung] Looking at the world through the glasses made up of you, everything in the world is pretty, so beautiful
Even though I am not the style that expresses it like this, these words come out unintentionally when I look at you
Huh huh My heart is hot, I think its roughly 100 degrees
My heart that continues to grow like a balloon about to pop, please take it

[Yoseob] (It’s because of you)
[Yoseob] It’s because of you ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] You don’t know this ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] I can’t do anything for a whole day, what do I do?
[Yoseob] I know now ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] That this is love ([Junhyung] Girl)
[Yoseob] Stay by my side, you are my special, you are my girl
Now I will only look at you, Oh my shiny girl

[Yoseob] Baby baby want you want you girl
[Hyunseung] Must be love [Yoseob] Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah
[Yoseob] Baby baby want you want you girl
[Hyunseung] I must love you [Yoseob] Oh oh oh oh yeah oh oh oh oh yeah

CREDITS: aoistars @ B2STRISING (ENG&ROM)